•February 4, 2011 • Leave a Comment

It always easier to blame others than to take the blame. Just sumthing I’m disappointed about.. is why u cover it up all this long. I used to ask to u if I did something wrong, but u keep make a sign like everything’s okay.

Put down ur angel face, I know ur true color. Just too many things that I owe u, that’s why I still wanna compromise this time. But, that’s it, my respect for u is falling down. I won’t ever take it back. This is how I show u that I’m not a lil girl who can only breakdown and cry. Yup, maybe I made sumthing wrong, but it’s far smaller than u accused me.

Don’t bring a word about ‘professionalism’ .. I honor it better than u. I never ask a special treatment. I’m not that low. I’m a fair player, yes I am and will always be. So, no matter the result of the game, people still respect me, sir.


•December 26, 2010 • Leave a Comment

They said living is about fighting and winning. I said living is about learning, gaining, and sharing.

They said I’m so naïve.. But one thing they should know, there will be no meaning of winning if u couldn’t share the prize with anyone. Happy congratulate to yourself then if u do so! Coz I bet there’s no one around when u touch the finish line, if as long as u’re in the game, u are the only one u think about..u’ll only be a lonely winner.

Just focus on the learning and keep remember what can u share to others from it.. Happiness get its value when it shared.

This is how I live my life.. and believe me, God never stop give chance to gain something more, everytime I share it.

It’s a real cycle, fellas.

A Must Read

•November 18, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Someone has written these beautiful words. Let’s tgher read and try to understand the deep meaning of it.
They are like the ten commandments to follow in life all the time. 

1] Prayer is not a “spare wheel” that you pull out when in  trouble, but it is a “steering wheel” that directs the right path throughout.

2] Why is a Car’s WINDSHIELD is so large & the Rear view Mirror is so small? Because our PAST is not as important as our FUTURE. So, Look Ahead and Move on.

3] Friendship is like a BOOK. It takes few seconds to burn, but it takes years to write.

4] All things in life are temporary.  If going well, enjoy it, they will not last forever. If going wrong, don’t worry, they can’t last long either.

5] Old Friends are Gold! New Friends are Diamond! If you get a Diamond, don’t forget the Gold! Because to hold a Diamond, you always need a Base of Gold!

6] Often when we lose hope and think this is the end, GOD smiles from above and says “Relax, sweetheart, it’s just a bend, not the end!

7] When GOD solves your problems, you have faith in HIS abilities; when GOD doesn’t solve your problems HE has faith in your abilities.

8] A blind person asked St. Anthony: “Can there be anything worse than losing eye sight?” He replied: “Yes, losing your vision!”  

9] When you pray for others, God listens to you and blesses them, and sometimes, when you are safe and happy, remember that someone has prayed for you.

10] WORRYING does not take away tomorrow’s TROUBLES, it takes away today’s PEACE. If you really enjoy this, please pass to others. It may brighten someone’s day…

The Untitled Tittle

•November 11, 2010 • Leave a Comment

U are a person I can’t decide
I couldn’t judge..

Really I can’t find a right place to keep u, will the place make u shine? Or will the place turn u down?

Like a sign I couldn’t read
Like a star I regret to keep
Like a money I don’t wanna spend
Like a shoes that I love but never fits me well

Maybe I want u, maybe I don’t
Maybe I don’t wanna keep u, maybe I don’t wanna let u go

Please stay longer because I still can’t decide it yet..
Maybe u think I’m scared, maybe u’re right
But everything is a ‘maybe’,
And if u feel tired
So walk away, I will not standing on ur way..


•November 9, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Dan semoga ketakutanku pada-Mu adalah jalan untuk semakin dekat dengan-Mu.

Ya Allah, berikanku kekuatan untuk menjadi hamba-Mu yg lebih baik. Amien.


•November 8, 2010 • Leave a Comment

I have no worry in walking on this path.. Really, even I don’t know what’s waiting for me in ahead. Just walk..walk..or run if I could.


•November 1, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Kadang orang takut melakukan sebaik2nya, habis2an, pol2an..dn apapun istilahnya karena takut dengan hasilnya kalau ga sesuai harapan. Kenapa? Coz when u do all your best,it doesn’t give a result as u hope, then nothing to be blamed again.

Dulu gw jg gitu, gw takut kalau gw udah ngorbanin smuanya (misal: belajar abis2an) ternyata gw tetep dapet nilai jelek. Tapi akhirnya gw sadar,,punya tameng emang enak, misal lo belajar males2an trus nilai lo jelek dan dgn gampang lo tinggal bilang “abis gw belajarnya sambil males2an,klu gw serius pasti ga gini”, coba balikin keadaannya dan nilai lo tetep jelek, lo udah ga punya pembelaan lagi kan?

Tapi itu pemikiran yg childish.. Gw belajar bahwa menyesal di belakang itu lebih ga enak, penasaran apa yang bisa kita dapat kalau ngelakuin sebaik mungkin itu lebih menyiksa, jadi gw ambil pilihan lain. Do the least always try to do the best, then whatever the result I will never regret. Even if the result isn’t as I hope for, but I know I’ve tried,then the rest is god’s business. So, be brave, kiddo!